on being busy
Posted by rainesse on October 1, 2008
I think I might be bored with my busy-ness. Like the day to day tasks that I do really bores me… however busy I may seem haha 
Just thinking about my To-Do list makes me gag. I think this is because essentially, I don’t like what I do. Maybe deep inside me, I know what I really want and not what I’m doing right now… Well, not that I don’t like writing… but what I am currently doing for a living.
“doing for a living” Hmmm….
Does the thing I do for a living make me “Live”? As in the real essence of “Living”?
Isn’t boredom like death itself, hiding under the cloak of a busy schedule?
Yeah, I might be dead right now. I mean, who knows.
I should stop thinking about this now before I get a headache. hehehe.
Bottom line: I’m not satisfied with what I do. So I guess I’ll have to do something else.
